I've been sick lately and will end up missing today's first salsa dancing class because of it. I'll be back in fine form for salsa dancing class 2 though! I am so excited!
I've been on tumblr a lot. I like that I can post/reblog from my phone easily and it automatically pushes to my twitter. Tumblr is a much more effective way to get pics out there, but hardly a replacement for the blog posts here. If you aren't already, I'd love you to follow me on tumblr. I've been posting a lot of my captions there, mingling with pics of me and pics of others. It's really quite groovy.
Thanks to all of you for being supportive while I go through some crazy life drama. I appreciate it, very much. I was in a hotel last night for a little relaxation to try to cope with all this craziness.
Things have been difficult lately. I have felt down since the first photographer spent the entire session calling me he, pointing out other ladyboys he's done work for as she, and trying to convince my makeup artist to do a shoot with me, then focusing the attention of that shoot on her. That's why I have 1 photo set instead of 4, like I paid for. It makes it even worse that this person doesn't even think there is anything wrong with this, and worse still that I thought we were friends.
That really doesn't matter though, there are more photographers out there. However, I'm wondering if I will need a manager/pimp to get this shit done. Psychopaths threaten me when I post on craigslist, that is if the post isn't immediately flagged for removal (wtf).
This all really doesn't matter though, since my Mom is being wrongfully dismissed from the company we both work for. They have no cause to do so and they are skipping all the legal steps the law requires in Canada. Well I guess no reason except she hired her transgender daughter. A wealthy white woman from California wouldn't have anything against a transwoman, would she?
Once she is terminated I'll be bearing the weight of the bills. There is no longer any chance I'll be moving out. There is no chance I will have a place to privately do my webcam and porn. I'm stuck. I'll be next on the wrongful dismissal docket, I'm sure. But on that chance that it wasn't transphobia, the company is just a bad one, what sort of work life will I enjoy? I'll be working for the very company that is making it impossible for me to save even a penny for my daughter's future. The company that CHOSE to wrongfully dismiss my own Mother and crush me with financial burden for NO reason except a wealthy blonde white woman doesn't like her. I need a paycheck to provide for my daughter, I need a drug plan or the hormones run dry. What can I do? What would you do?
I'm a girl in transition who has recently been awakened to the truth of her sexuality by strong, beautiful women. I now know that I am a submissive little dyke whose every cell exists to serve, worship, obey, and please female dominants. I'm thrilled to be so close to finally having my pussy, and I know my cunt will be a lesbian cunt for all of eternity.