Donating Mei

I've struggled with this for awhile. I work hard to make things happen on my own but in order to achieve my dreams I need funding. I want to be self sufficient, but I want to be lady fabulous more. I'm reaching out to those who have enjoyed me so far, and look forward to enjoying me in high definition in the future.

I'm ambitious and I am committed to being the sexual diva I present myself as here. I want my time spent with fashion and filming sex and documentaries. The goal is to go full time lady fabulous and launch an adult website.

Donating helps me make this come true. Just because I love metaphors, consider it as an opportunity to be part of a rebirth. Your support will directly go to rebuilding me into the ladyboy joy you have heard from on this blog and in the community for years.

If you want to a more detailed breakdown about how your contribution will be used via documentary and body changes, or if you have any questions or concerns or just want to talk, email me.

My friend Jinx made some fakes of me.
I want to be me everyday, online isn't enough.

So please help the cause by clicking the donate button on the side bar of my blog. ---->

I'm so proud to be a digital slut for all of you. I want to continue to express myself sexually online, but I want to be the star of my own captions and videos.

Financing Ladyboys

In Canada production companies just pretend to be wealthy. In truth they live off of tax credits, which my documentary is ineligible for because this is transgender content. Because they can't get tax credits, no production company in Canada will touch me.



There are US and international options, and we are looking into it, but the most likely situation is that I will have to raise the budget for the documentary and produce it myself, hopefully with a commitement and license fee of a distributor.



I have been doing some light filming for my documentary, interviewing friends, family, and trans-support professionals. Bad news then comes: I have to self finance the documentary. Great.



Just because my life is apparently too easy, there is more: As the "subject" of this documentary, I am not "allowed" to earn a salary, receive residual profits, and (best part) I have to pay for every single cent of my transformation without help.



I'll figure it out, somehow.

Jealousy

I'm tired of being envious of others, tgirls or women. I'm tired of feeling like Superman's villainess, trapped in mirror in space.

I want to be full time Mei. I have too much weight on my shoulders and I feel weaker each day.

I have so much pushing against me, where is the roflcopter to carry me to lady fabulous?

Anti Androgens

I got my prescription for anti androgens this week. I'll be taking Spironolactone, an anti androgen that doesn't block testosterone, it blocks the *effects* of testosterone. Also it a diuretic, so I will be a lot. Spiro is used as a blood pressure medication, so I'll feel calmer too perhaps lol.



It feels good to know I am moving forwards, but it is frustrating that I should, wisely, wait until partly through this probationary period for a new job before going deep into HRT and emotional lala land.


My Doctor tells me it isn't a chaotic time, the emotions are not random, it just means if I am taking estrogen and I have life challenges, I will be more susceptible to emotional outbursts due to them.

Darlin' have I got life challenges...

Game of Thrones

I really like HBO content. I'd like my shows to be on HBO someday, and I believe they will be. For now, Game of Thrones is fantastic, filled with hot boys, and has a delicate balance of fantasy, fighting, and fucking.

I am particularly drawn to a character I did not think I would like at all. Daenerys. I am finding myself fantasizing of being in her position, but also empathizing with her plight. There is a wonderful balance of sexuality and submission here, especially since you can really feel the cold, the grit, the trap Daenerys is in.

I often fantasize and roleplay about being a trophy to be gifted to a king. I daydream of being a political chess piece, given at a party of wealth to ensure big business has its way.

I deserve to be pampered, bathed in milk, tended to by servants. I am not a dominant. I deserve it because it is my purpose to be pleasure. A Queen in a Game of Thrones does not necessarily begin her journey as a matriarch of will and way.

“I would let his whole tribe fuck you. All 40000 men and their horses too if that’s what it took.”

-Viserys

Colour Pressures

In the 1900s boys wore pink and girls wore blue. Now babies are swaddled in the opposite. A few years ago it was fashionable for men to wear "Salmon" now it isn't.

I'm feminine and so sociologically, when I'm presenting as myself, it makes complete sense. See my entire blog, lol. When I get colourful stars tattooed low on my pale pelvis, no one will think that is weird, but if I did so before I was full-time lady fabulous, they'd stone me.

I was with my business partner at a mall kiosk for cell phone and tablet device designs that you can stick on them. I was looking through the Samsung Galaxy styles while the salesgirl and I flirted heavily. I flirt a lot. It means nothing.

I found one I liked and told the the salesgirl so, to which she asked, "Do you want people to think you're Gay?"

I pushed the stack of designs into her hands and left her shocked and jaw dropped with, "Well I'm transgender, does that help you?"

Hypnotic Facets

Omg Mei shut up about hypnosis already! We know you love having whispers in your brain, making happy little thoughts breezes blowing thoughts away. Well too bad I wanna talk about it! I really like it yum. I like hypnosis almost as much as I like to take it in the bum!

I find that between those of us who yearn for hypnosis we are drawn to different things. It isn't fair to say that we all have the same inklings.

I know there are those who find hypnotic dominatrix mp3s dial up the humiliation and feminization fantasies some people have. Or bimbofication can help you lighten your mind and become plastic pretty.

There are those who like the physical responses hypnotic power can bring. Cumming by the keyword or being frozen in place offers a unique sort of bondage those kin crave.

I've written captions that include personality changes, memories toyed with, ages regressed, new personalities created and loyalties changed. They are all delicious ideas, but not what draws me to hypnosis.

The simplicity of relaxation is what I enjoy in hypnosis. The relaxing, mental massaging, pampering way it soothes me and prepares me in the same way a spa day may. That is not to say I do not enjoy some of the other facets at times, but I think this more relaxing interest in hypnosis is sometimes forgotten with all the other facets on the line.

Nicki Minaj

We should all worship Nicki Minaj! I really adore her... seriously! I don't think I've ever been treated to a more dynamic rapper, ever. She has the ability to go from gruff and masculine to sweet and feminine, from smart to vapid and back again in a stanza.

Haters gonna hate on Nicki's style, like she's copying Gaga but making it black for awhile. Truth is she's just expressing herself, and since when was colourful theatre a Gaga trademark? I for one will soak up all her words and do just what she says. Consider me a sycophant eager to be her personal assistant.

Haters gonna hate on Nicki's style, like she's copying Gaga but making it black for awhile. Truth is she's just expressing herself, and since when was colourful theatre a Gaga trademark?

I for one will soak up all her words and do just what she says. Consider me a sycophant eager to be her personal assistant. Nicki Minaj is such a Goddess and it always feels sorta like coming home to do what Ebony say.

In my porn I want to splash colour across each of your screens. Nicky Minaj inspired frothing bubblegum pink getting slut fucked till I cream. I'll have lots of yummy fantasies brought to life in video and stills. And I hope that the TG community will like to use me in their captions, it gives me such a thrill.

I'll set my rainbow raygun sights on getting lots of you off. You'll know you got hit, aside from your instant need to fuck, is by the sound it makes. lulululululululululu!

Birthday Shemale

So its my birthday and I learned from http://abnormalperversions.blogspot.com/ that Kimber James and Bubblepop Mei share a birthday!

I wonder what that means for us? Well I collected some info on how to understand Mei and Kimber in matters of sex! Check here and here for source info.

Taurus shemale is one appealing package, full of surprises and fun. She can be so sexually appealing that it will become difficult for her partner to keep up with her. She loves foreplay and it will go on and on and on. In private, the cow is an intense partner, and one quite happy to have sensual encounters go on all night long.

Taurus loves to create a perfect mood of love making by making an atmospshere of fantasy, creativity, seduction and play. Sex as a release from the more practical aspects of life is often all that she wants. Her partner should always be co‐operative and full of enthusiasm.

Taurus shemale knows where to find pleasure, as enjoyment is a key word to her intimate life. She adores such things as good food and drinks and erotic massage. Keep in mind that Taurus shemale is very demanding and you will need a good deal of sexual potential to satisfy her. You may start with stroking her breasts and kissing her neck, and pleasing her body with scented massage oils, lingering over the foreplay.

However common it may sound, Taurus likes sex. And who doesn't? The thing is that many people use it to relieve from stress, to prove their power or just like a part of love play. You can never say the same for Taurus shemale. She enjoys sex, she adores sex and she can't live without sex. From the early age she knows the best of sensual pleasure. Don't forget that Taurus is very sensitive to fragrances, but sometimes she may shock you with her preferences for the natural scent of body fluids. If you wish to have additional stimulation, don't be afraid to suggest her the idea and she will be eager to fulfill your desires.

So Happy Birthday to Kimber James and to Bubblepop Mei!

A Geekier Shade of Mei

Apparently it surprises a great many people that I have somewhat geeky interests. Aside from the fashion, cooking, interior decorating, media ambitions, and wall to wall technicolour nymphomania, I enjoy some hobbies that evidently are unexpected.

I like video games. I play them from time to time, with my big headphones on.. of course thats usually sexy music and hypno files I'm soaking in as I play. I also have a nasty habit of chatting to a dozen boys while I fight evil, or good, whichever.. regardless I tend to hold up my team by flirting and making dates.

My brother's birthday gift to me is Star Wars: The Old Republic when it comes out. I'll be jetpacking around as the most colour coordinated bounty hunter in between gangbang film shoots and orgies.

I even like video games enough that I went to a convention once. Awesome, right? I want to cosplay, but I don't watch anime enough. I thought if I did cosplay I'd love to go as some of my heroes from youth.

Baroness was such a great character. From GI JOE silly! Pew pew, I've got all sorts of guns. I like the sexy bad girl look, and having been a recurring villain in some people's stories, I quite think I can pull it off and be a vicious cock-tease and all around unattainable con girlfriend. Sorry fanboys, I like rich guys.

Jem is adventure, and I like to have some! I'd always pretend not to completely adore this 80s cartoon but when nobody was looking I'd be watching, my braincells sizzling with rhythm and fireworks. I bet there aren't many Jem's at a convention.

Of course I've not just played video games and gone to conventions. I read comic books... sometimes. I plan on doing lots of photo shoots and porn stuff. Would you like to see an Asian ladyboy Supergirl get fucky long time by Braniac and his tentacle robots?

What's worse than all that? I used to play DnD and I still play World of Darkness. There isn't as much sex as I would like, but I am drowning in creativity 24/7 and need more outlets!

So that's a taste of ladyboy nerd out!