Lols

This month's caption contest on Rachel's Haven is a fun girly take on Lolcats. We are allowed five submissions, but I made seven in my zeal. Here they are five. I'll probably make more.. its like eating candy!

Fashion Fantasies

A big part of my excitement about this journey is to finally be able to express myself creatively, in fashion. I'm all about colour and style. The right accessories, the cutest shoes, and dresses. So many dresses.

I really enjoy Le Chateau. Its like Mecca. Suzy Shier has some nice stuff, and so does Banana Republic I recently learned. I'd love to know other places to get dresses similar to these.

What are your fashion fantasies?

Sweet tooth

My friend made this. I hope you like it! I sure do.

Simone is Sex

I'm so lucky to have these... powerfully erotic experiences with certain people. Simone, a Goddess, a Queen, a Sorceress weaves sensuality and elegance into form and word and causes me to overflow with emotion and desire. Every single time.

I can feel her confidence entangle me, wrap me up into her web of fantasies and I know I'm prey. There is no escape for me, and I wouldn't have it any other way. With friends like Simone, the world blurs and pleasure swallows.

Reaching out

I've been slowly telling the girl friends in my life about my transition. I'm so lucky, 3 out of 3 have reacted well. The thing I didn't expect is that 2 out of 3 have made sensual advances at me now. They want to get me into their clothes, get me smooth, and they want to open me up to a world of feminine pleasures.

I really seem to have lucked out, what a supportive group of girls. While I do prefer men, I still haven't been with a man, and honestly it is a scary concept. I wonder if my friend will introduce me to one of her big yummy black boyfriends or cousins...

Omg wouldn't that be great?

I was on the subway today and locked eyes with a totally cute Asian girl. She was dressed up like a boy, and was obsessively fiddling with a packet of cigars in her pocket. We locked eyes and I felt like.. we knew... she was a boy, and I was the girl. We would trade, if we could, but for now at least, we have to continue like this.

I wish her well.

Rememberings?

I feel so good when I make my captions. It lets off a little pink steam. I feel like I get so pent up, and then these words and feelings just float up and out of me.

Sometimes my captions are just thoughts flowing like a river, and sometimes I have such a wonderful experience with someone in chat that I just have to roll up the log and turn it into a caption, like the 2 part Convinced, here.

I've noticed my yahoo friends list is much thinner than it used to be. I guess its just time, people moving to different places in their lives, but still.... I feel like I'm wearing the prettiest dress to the ball, but when I arrive its a large empty hall.

I am so thankful for my friends, those who stay and those who have moved on. I've been so lucky to know such wonderful people.

Flaunt It!

Don't fight it, Ooh, if you like it...

I absolutely adore "Scream" by Timbaland featuring Nicole Sherzinger and Keri Hilson. My favourite song to make love to right now, and so I used it in this series.

My first blog was April 6th

I uh... I've never done this before.

I had my second psych evaluation this morning. I was excited, and the meeting was brief. If this was a test, I passed.

I was told that this was an assessment to decide if there were any mental illnesses, which there weren't, the Doctor concluded. He told me I was now going to begin the first step in a long journey to transition, if that was revealed to be my desire.

I'm being referred to the gender identity clinic now.

Deep breath and rainbows,

mei