Vanity is Mei

I was at this super exclusive Juicy Couture motorcycle bikini beach contest and I had a really hard time. I'm having a hard time with even the smallest social events now. I can't help myself, I should be the beautiful one. I zone out and feel miserable, and I hate that I'm not like them.

I just need to focus on the task at hand, despite how hard it is. Sell these few shows and I can facilitate my transformation. Then vanity will be served. I have to serve my vanity. It is important to me.