Today after Sunset

Tonight was the night. I had set my sights on taking a flight after sunset tonight and beginning my trip into another world. Thailand.

Three days, I would have done interviews and filmed, and then I would have my surgeries and be reborn as a ladyboy true.

Daddy can't go to Thailand with me, so I am trying to find someone who can. Have any of you gone alone? How would I cope with three weeks in pain post-surgery in an un familiar world?

If I even can go alone, there would be no documentary. Still, I would finally be me. I suppose in a way today still had significance. The end of one life, with the handing of money. The beginning of a new.

There were special reasons I wanted to go at this time. Some of you might understand what I'm referring to.