Wonder Slut Loses her friends

I've been having a lot of serious blog posts lately, and I want you to know that I'm not steering things towards a surprise activism, I'm just dealing with things as they come up.

I have some fun and sexy things coming up that I am so eager to share with you. For now, let me just say a few things.

I cried today while watching You've Got Mail. Tom Hanks is simply a delight.

I think I'm sorta depressed. I have been cancelling social plans and staying at home to hide from the sun. It seems that when I think about the day ahead and all the hair removal that I have to do to prepare I get depressed. It isn't sexy, but I guess it makes sense. I don't have any money but I'll need to figure a way to get laser hair removal going on all body parts more quickly than I expected I would require. I still have prepay with a crappy laser place, I guess I will go back there.

The first people I told about my transition, my closest friends that I have blogged about repeatedly, have stopped talking to me. I didn't know why they suddenly cut all contact, save to let me know they were doing what I had expressed interest in doing together. "Hey just letting you know we are doing pole dancing lessons without you, kthxbyebye."

I finally met up with one of them, to give her dresses back to her. Only way it seems I could get their attention, to return stuff. She wasn't even going to tell me, she wanted to talk about her stuff. I had to pull it out of her, and that's when she told me why they aren't my friends.

"We are sick of hearing about you doing porn."

I'm not going to change who I am to save friends. That kind of sacrifice destroys self esteem. I've been waiting since I was a child to do porn. Ya, fucked up I know, but while other children dreamed of being doctors and lawyers, I dreamed of doing porn.

So the first two people I trusted with my transition no longer like the person I have transitioned to become. No big deal, I'll make new friends, and some of those who have experience with porn cite this as something that happens. My Mom freaked out and my baby mama told me my daughter will be ashamed of me. I don't really feel like I can relate to the people from my past anymore.

I cleared out my wishlist, it was filled with old stuff. I put a few new items on the wish list. For FanExpo and most definitely for super hero porn, I'll do videos with either and any of the following that I am surprised with as a gift:

Wonder Woman

Supergirl

Which heroine should I get fucked on film as? Maybe both. My wish list widget should be on the bottom of my blog, but here it is: Buy Mei Pretty Things!

I actually watched a really sexy Wonder Woman hypnosis video. Wonder Sluts.