Monday, January 23, 2012

Stealing Mei

The other day I came online to a flood of messages, concerned about my blog. It was missing. I was digitally kidnapped. Thanks to all of the many people who warned me of this.

This isn't the sexy kind of abduction.

 After investigating the situation a little more it seems like there was unusual activity on my account, so I did the things you'd normally do, and now I'm backing up my blog locally.


It broke my heart


The idea that I would have lost my blog was very powerful. I almost offed myself. I felt like.. in all that is happening to me in my life, and all that isn't happening fast enough or with certainty, my blog is how I can express myself, so even if I never get the ten thousand ish I need for my surgeries and I never survive to have the body in the bath that I need so badly, then at least I was being myself here, online, if nowhere else.


If I ever get the money to have my surgeries, I'll be earning money filming this.

1 comment:

  1. I'm glad to hear you got your blog back under your control. Please don't thing about hurting yourself though! I can't stand the thought of the world losing a person as beautiful as you.

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