Business, Illness, and Shoes

I hazard to say it: it has been awhile.

I've been a good little worker bee in my boy cage. It isn't a horrible job. In fact I like the problem solving nature of it. I'm in a safe place and I'm starting to see who I can trust and who I can't. I'm also beginning to give hints to the potential allies and a yummy boy.

When it rains it pours. A freelance writing job fell in my lap, a radio show for a particularly famous and gorgeous black musician and businessman. Then another one prompted for a radio show. So I'm bringing in pretty decent cash on the side, all going into my corporation for my lady fabulous documentary.

It is really hard when you're in the sadness to see how things will improve. I couldn't have called this, but things are beginning to improve.

I've got an old lady car now, comfy Buick. Its getting me around and my social is improving. Just in time since my friend has been diagnosed with lymphoma. This is my black bff who was the first person I told and the first person to give me pretty little sissy orgasms through my boipussy. I don't know what to do... I feel like all I can offer is sex sometimes, and that doesn't help here.

Oh yes, I also have fabulous shoes. They fit and I feel great in them.

So how's that for a whirlwind?

Shemale Webcomic

On the subject of TG art, I've got two friends who separately want to make a web comic with me featuring some lady fabulosity. Quite right!

One is a serious comic book sort of stuff, and the other is a pulp fiction sex fetish romp. In both cases we want a simple and sexy style that doesn't overwork the artist and doesn't roll eyes with the enormity of dicks and tits... unless the scene calls for it.

They are solid ideas, and I'd like to make a serious go of them, but I'll need an artist! There isn't any money involved but credit goes where credit is due and so interested artists leave a comment and let's do this thang!

Thanks to Yaya Han for illustrating my point today.

TG Art

I think its great that there is so much art online to help us visualize fantasies we otherwise couldn't without the help of Industrial Light and Magic.

Even better it is nice to see transgender art out there. The interesting thing is the TG art that is being drawn isn't really something most transwomen can relate to! It really shouldn't be much of a surprise that a large percentage of transwomen find it unpleasant to do the "pitching" in a sexual relationship. Many of us would rather die than put our thingy in someone's thingy. Many of us seek SRS/GRS to change our penis into a vagina, and sadly a great number of us will do damage to our peniseseses before we get to that point.

Why then does TG art almost entirely depict transwomen as being enormously endowed? Not only would that be enough to send many transwomen into depression, but the TG art also has transwomen taking macho, masculine, and aggressive sexual positions with practically everyone, including their own Amazonian selves.

I'm not saying make less of this, heck if this is what people want, make it. I'm just surprised that there isn't more TG art that flatters the desires of transwomen. I identify as third sex, not female, so I won't be getting SRS/GRS but that doesn't mean I can look at some of this art and relate easily. I may be able to envision myself being a wicked ninja lady, but once the godzilla cock is visible, my suspension of disbelief is removed.

What I'm saying is we need more! I would love to see TG art that flatters the hearts and minds of transwomen. I would frankly love to see me in art form, lol.

I will say that I get a sort of ironic pride in that transwomen and genetic women now share a gripe where our rolemodels in comics and art largely do not represent our hopes and aspirations.

Wonder Woman, meet whatever the heck this is below.